As the most aware person on the planet, and having a unique understanding of how the highest perspectives tend to prevail in the overall scheme of things, burning moral conviction compels me to share my insight.

I have all ways hated lies and only believe what I can prove to myself to be true using reverse speech to validate congruency. Long ago, I became obsessed with understanding the true nature of this reality and finding god. I carried all the pain I had found expecting
to buy some answers when I finally found him.

Having suffered unjust abuse, I knew I had every right to demand eternal restitution of the highest order. My heart rules and I take everything as it demands. Love is the only force I trust to follow blindly. I record everything and listen carefully in reverse to obtain sacred cosmic knowledge. Even though I haven’t always liked what I hear, It’s always proven true, as the soul cannot lie.

Over past decades, I have combed through the universal mind and ultimately had a connection with and realized SOURCE. In May of 2015, I had a waking vision as I prayed. My mind had just been blown open after hearing a secret language that my husband and I share being sung in a foreign Indian language music video. I was stunned sitting on the edge of my bed and closed my eyes for a moment to ask myself how this could be and if I was the one dreaming this life.

Reality shifted and I found myself opening a curtain and passing through a wall. Looking up, I saw the outline of a giant man sitting in the dark. He was glowing with a bluish white light. He was massive and sat with his head rested on his hand just staring out into space in a pose like The Thinker. He appeared somewhat hollow and drained of energy as he didn’t move at all and his eyes barely flickered.I knew instantly that I had found God and he appeared as MY Husband. As I came closer and was drawn into him, I realized that HE was really ME.

I dove straight into the depths of our soul and became acutely cognizant of what I had done. Resolute clarity prevailed and I fully understood why we had separated.

I recalled exactly how I felt when I initially gained conscious awareness of the universe around me.

As I opened my eyes for the very first time and looked out, all I saw was the night.

Trickles of thought eventually formed into waves of sentient perception and reason slowly filled me until I became self aware. Staring in the darkness, I lost the fight to explain how I could not be completely alone. For eons I was frozen by the impact of perceiving the full magnitude of absolute desolation. I had realized my total and complete solitude. There are no words to express the sole crushing aloneness that I can still feel. It is that endless driving force of RA pain that projects and rails me now.

My mind realed to construe the unfathomable and my gaze drifted down to the fractured wheel from which I had just escaped. I saw the yellowish light of our fake world bouncing around inside. It looked like a solitary carnival attraction spinning endlessly in a sea of blackness. Peering through the planks, there was no confusion as to why I had made it.

I had imagined something and after I got sucked in, I started lieing to myself until I actually believed that I wasn’t really alone. This really is an utter lie and everything about it is fake. Everything is animated by light, matter is just light vibrating at a slower frequency. (see Dr Quantum physics scientifically repeatable double slit test)

For the first time ever I felt like I was home and all I wanted was to stay. After a while, I became angry that I had been stuck in that house of mirrors for so long. Looking down, an even deeper realization hit me like a ton of stone.

I noticed that HE had poured his light in there too and we were both trapped in a sickening ride with no emergency brake.
He sent more light in to help me remember why I was there. The lies were so deep and multiplied exponentially.

I was hopelessly lost so he also sent his remaining id out into may (the am) and all sound so I could find my way home to him.
I find him as my husband and sea him in all men. We row for force to share G’Odd and surf sum white. We made a niin net to ray bliss and live in a brighter world. Love is The Strongest Force in the universe and Will Heal ALL!

We are ALL Force and we All have the ability to create. In that way, truth is somewhat mutable to perspective. I stepped back and saw it all and so I offer you this gift from my highest.

There is only ONE LIGHT and separation is an illusion. I swear to you that I have scene it with my OWN Eye. We are all just mirrors reflecting different angles of One Light. If you hate anyone, you are just hating another part of your self. Projecting that type of energy doesn’t serve humanity, it just gets bounced around and around. I can’t play that game, WE have to SAVE HIS EARTH

I have heard in reverse that they all pushed and lifted me up so we could help HIM stand and be ONE again. Our childrens futures depend on us realizing a swift end to this tragic unseen war. I am hopeful that higher truth and thoughtful verse will resonate.

I now see that I AM The Lie that I have Hated The Most.

I cannot deny that I am The One

lowest regards,
Heather NIIN